Monday, December 1, 2014

Naked Soul: A perspective




Naked Soul: A perspective

It’s a beautiful thing to have someone around you, someone who is there for you. In nutshell, someone loves you and forever. It gives us a strange feeling of victory, assurance and security against the fear unknowns. It also gives us an opportunity to not only dream but to live through those dreams as well. Sounds like a fairytale but all we want is to be naked in front of that someone.  For our comfort or may be a comfortable lie, we often tag it as ‘Naked Soul’. The very same person makes us gullible and vulnerable too.
But then do we want to appear ‘naked’ in order to see the other person ‘naked’ as well? Is it a perfect barter we are trying to create?
Does it happen like that?
‘Nakedness’ as they say is an outcome of trust and faith. Trust and faith, with time even these virtues have lost their meaning in our being still they remain inseparable and integral part of all our emotional endeavors.  I wonder sometimes what follows what. Does love creates trust and faith or it’s vice versa.  To be on one side, I chose to opine that trust and faith create love.  The same virtues propel us to be naked as well.  Hence, being naked is no short than being in love. Rather they have an equal standing.  Trust and faith allows us to see through the obvious. An ‘obvious’ which is not so visibly obvious. And nakedness epitomizes the whole phenomenon of trust and faith.
Being part of the herd, or in denial, or out of respect or may be out of fear or being ‘ignorant’ we consider our respected self to be completely naked  in front of God. Of all the probable reasons listed above I feel ‘fear’ remains the most prominent one. The genesis lies in our beleaguered soul dealing with invincible and supreme figure like God.  Though I have doubts on tagging it as an outcome of love. 
As our past or our past lives go, being in love we always want and collect proofs of its existence. We prefer and want a more figurative love. We want a hand to hold upon, we want to hear melodies of love all time and we want to express our love by trying to be sharing more collectibles and creating memorabilia. Though all of it started with ‘Soul’ rather ‘Naked Soul’ but we often become busy with our new found love continuously pampering our sensory organs or get busy in our maladies evolving around it.  
Soul; aka the ‘Naked Soul’. Isn’t soul naked since its origin? And will always be naked. Soul is bereft of any biases, malice, cunningness, ugliness or beauty of life.  Yet it has been placed in the core, central to every bit of movement we make in our respective life.
The embodiment of our soul is what constitutes our physical being. Sometimes the covers are fancy and sometimes they are what they are. But then there is soul; leading from the front, enlightening our being. It also creates the charisma of self awakening. Soul by any means is the supreme sensory object we have been blessed with.  Or let me put it this way. The supreme has been there always, each time there is a civilization which comes up and goes into ruins after a while.
In a more individualistic sense, through our outer sensory organs we make serious attempts to be naked all the time. No, I do not mean that all of us are promiscuous but yes as somebody anonymous said You have to kiss a lot of frogs before you find your prince.  All this while, our objective remains to be naked in terms of our soul. We yearn for being naked to the core. But then we do get affected by popular under currents prevailing in the immediate environment; an undercurrent of expectations.
Expectations: Another irony of our life; of our being. To what I believe, Soul does not have expectations.  It simply wants to be naked, to be just the self. Our physical being, the outer shell impregnates our expectations. All in the name of soul, the irony continues the whole life. All we want is some beauty to relish in front of our eyes, some melodies to cherish for our ears and an attractive body to make love with. Incomplete expectations keep infuriating us, making us angry at times, jealous and what not all in the name of Soul. It is strange that non stakeholders such as outer sensory organs get to decide on what our soul wants. How shallow of us to keep ‘servicing’ our physical being with a defined shelf life to attain something which is immortal. Love is immortal as they say and so is soul.  Is soul a prisoner of our physical being? Of course, not. But then why do we allow at times or rather mostly the mortals to reign in the immortals constituents of our being.  
So what does our soul wants or needs?
Soul needs stairs to graduate to the next level.  Soul needs mirror to see her. Soul needs light to shoo away the darkness. Soul needs rains to wash away the baggage of sins. Soul needs another soul without any expectations, prejudices, biases and discrimination.
Soul celebrates its being by being enlightened and awakened. It dances around being naked.
Your soul is that same sunlight or rain making me naked.
I am a naked soul in front of your soul.

©Kay Jay  

     



     




Wednesday, June 25, 2014

Silences of a Soul.....




Silences of a Soul…..

In utter silence of my soul,
You were still humming inside me,
Everything else was immobile,
Only I could hear the roar,
The voices of just and fair were screaming out loud,
And then enters the virtue of deserve under a shroud,
I lost you again; I lost you to the world,
Perhaps you never mine,
Perhaps it was just a dream,
I held these silences in my lap,
Deep in my slumber you still appeared in my dream,
Yet again I set my foot on the journey of life,
And, I met you there again, my life…
©Kj

Tuesday, May 6, 2014

You & Me....


You & Me

I need to grow as I need to let it go, 
My 'teenage' dreams and its beauty serene, 
My 'clandestine' feelings and its cluttered stream, 
A thought to grow old with you and to share our destinies, 
To let the world know my undying love for you, 
To be there with you always in those undesired uncertainties,
It is difficult to forget those drives and walks, 
Our million arguments and those inconclusive talks, 
Those moments of understanding and those special gestures by you, 
I wander like a puzzled soul these days and without any cue, 
Come back for good, come back for me, 
After all, it has always been about you and me......


©Kj

Thursday, March 13, 2014

O' My Love........

O' My Love.............



Few thoughts to decipher, few words to say,

I wonder where my life is, and where is my way,

Love is a luxury perhaps I can’t afford,

I know the destination but I don’t know the road,

My heart beats for you; I just hope you can hear me,

I am tired of being alone now, please be there with me,

You are the sun of my life; my dreams are the rays,

You make me feel happy, and with whom my fear allays,

I trust you more than me now; you are my little prince,

Come and hold me now, I don’t want to wince,

I wish you were here right now with me and that’s what I always pray,

I will be waiting for you always, never leave me ever in disarray………..



Kj